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Behind My Closed Eyes

by Sarah Durbin

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A song about learning to live with the loss of someone you held dear.

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Time moves slow, the only time I don't want it to
Memories of you before you say a word
I feel the tears, but all I hear is cold
I'll give up for you if that's what you want me to do

Tired of saying goodbye everytime I close my eyes
Won't let me go
or maybe it's me that won't let you
I don't want to

Sometimes falling feels too right
Like it's bound to happen sometime
and sometimes your head makes your heart lose its spark
behind my closed eyes I'm tired of asking why
Now I won't ever know
Maybe it's better even so

I think of you much more than I'd like to
You're so far gone
so why are you here in my mind?

Sometimes falling feels too right
Like it's bound to happen sometime
and sometimes your head makes your heart lose its spark
behind my closed eyes I'm tired of asking why
Now I won't ever know
and it's better that I don't

I'm reaching out for you but it's me who'll pull me through
Climbin' up, don't you dare look down
I'm tired of yelling 'til I'm heard
And staying up at night
Just to watch you walk away again
Behind my closed eyes

Cuz sometimes falling feels too right
Like it's bound to happen sometime
and sometimes your head makes your heart lose its spark
behind my closed eyes I'm tired of asking why
Now I won't ever know
and it's best that I don't
behind my closed eyes

credits

released July 10, 2020
Lyrics and music: Sarah Durbin with help from Ben Heppner
Strings: Eliza Haddon
Production: Ryan Groff
Mixing and Mastering: James Treichler

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Sarah Durbin Chicago, Illinois

Hi guys. I'm Sarah! I am an independent artist based in Nashville! I graduated from the University of Illinois at Urbana- Champaign in May of 2022 with a Bachelor's of Musical Arts degree in Lyric Theatre. I am also a singer-songwriter, voice teacher, and professionally dramatic :) ... more

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